So after having a bad hands at colors i decide to go back to the school..to learn more about the color basis design and principals.I am very much of a sketch artist you can say , i made art from sketch to final line drawing and then i don't give a damn fuck about the colors....and that's y whenever i made this transaction from line drawing to colors..it sucks.
It took me bit a long to realize that drawing is not my weak point..its the colors where i stuck and sucks the most. I hate colors so much because of the patience they took to make the magic happen whereas on the other side in pencil drawing or cleaning it up you can (or just me) feels that progression.But whenever it comes to the colors my level of patience got to bad that i also don't take a stress about cleaning up my brushstrokes as you can see in the painting. What i realized today is that it is your fear only that makes you go down nothing else.. if you think you cannot do it then you can't (remember the story behind the movie called rise of the guardians where there is Santa clause tooth fairy jack frost and many other characters who make children to believe that they exists by doing there good job ..and the children beliefs make them stronger in power ) this apply here as well if you believe in your self then you can do it....just stick your ass with the fucking table and do what you have to do to make you better..because in the end it is just you who is responsible for your artwork and for your future...!






